Lately I've been thinking: is there some kind of problem with most people? they don't seem to be able to think about random questions, life situation, reconsidering etc.

Do you have this problem?

I suppose it might not have been better before. Only reason it seems so is because of a little community of geniuses wrote lots of art(literature, poems, songs). Are the general human falling into a depression? We're writing extremely many depressing books! some of them just to earn money on no idea(have you ever read the story of the writer who can't find an idea for his book, or about the one who won't leave the apartment?).

Just be aware that the "great heroes" are disappearing... Like, when was the last time you read about a hero who saved the world, or the princess or your country? In case you did, the story wasn't new at all, was it?

We're living in such a stressful world(at least I am)/society. Are we loosing or selves, not to mention the "grip"?!

At the times I'm taking a break with a newspaper at the kitchen table, with a view to the sea... I read the article by Jesper Juul(danish psychologist), where he answer questions from helpless mothers and boyfriends in Norway. I don't care about similar articles( they're too dreadful), but even though I don't need the answer, I like having agreed with him.

It seems at people don't see the whole picture. I've managed to open my eyes and see my self from another range. I suppose I've never been narrow. I grew up looking at the sky, saying "mum, what a wonderful red color the sunset has". My dear mother tought me not to stress, to look at the world, the beauty of nature. It gives me a deep pain to see parents dragging their children to a French kindergarden at 6 am, so they'll be able to read, speak and write french before thy start school, even though they might decide to live their whole life in Norway.

I want my child to grow up in a calm, dreamy like world, where time is not a notion.

But is that possible when you can ask any child about alcohol, divorce, "quality time", loan and spa, and they'll give you a most reasonable answer... It can't possibly be healthy. There's been so many times even I've been thinking: -I'm going to collapse, have a breakdown! Thank god, hope it kills me... Is that what you want? Do you want your youths to feel this way? Just keep it in mind, when telling them to get the f* out of the house!O_o

Just take it or leave it. Assume as a matter of basis of moral or backbone.

Random talk...

Kyaa! I'm all hooked on Fruits basket, Fall in love like a comic, Vampire knight AND others...
-~-* - sight.. But luckily, onemanga has all the series so I don't need to worry about the money. ^_^ I will buy one specimen later! But Fruits baskets is too long! I can't afford it. Too bad, but hey! I must not become spoiled, right? - Though mangakas are very hard working people(!), so they need money too(my favourite excuse)!
*nod, nod* -_-

I like the topics in fruits basket... I also feels like a rice ball(um... just read the story...). I think everyone actually feels a bit different. Like they don't quite fit in. I am in a world by myself. But I have another person in that world too...

This make me think of lonely children... It's so sad. Many young people go outside in the middle of the night because they can't stay at home. Reasons: fighting family, abuse, alcoholics(basically, every Norwegian is an alcoholic. No, seriously. Even our neighbours who works as christian priests...) As I am talking about alcohol: Most of us need to learn how to relax without it. We must not run from ourselves, into the unknown world. We should all stay at home, and find the darkest place in our soul. Then we should take care of it . Slowly turn it into a warm light. At least this is how things work for me. I need no alcohol. I am happy in my own company. I know my dark sides.
This way, I know what to do. I can trust my self... And by trusting one self, one can trust others.

Well. That's my point of view. But I grew up with my self too. I had a steady room, and good parents. I actually think my childhood was stable. There was always someone taking care of me... I still have the child in me^_^ It's very precious to me.
But now. Everyone loose it at the age of four. - That's HORRIBLE.
This way, the children can't develop enough fantasy. They can talk about everything. Even rapes... It's sad... Too sad. I hope grown ups all over the world will see this one day. Please don't give your own child a long and painful death. Don't try to make it be everything you wasn't. It's no good. It will only make things the opposite. Those who forces capitalism on a people, turn them into pure blooded communists. No one seems to remember this, ever... Heh...

I'm just saying: Think of how many who have been destroyed by alcohol, and dictatorship. Alcohol doesn't bring any good. Just think of the inuits. How do you think they feel about people sying: -ha! no one can beat me when it comes to drinking! I love alcohol! Wohoo!.. And afterwards, they say:- you're too young to drink. It's not good for you. I won't allow it. Now. Go get me that bottle of wine.
More discipline in school?! No! Absolutely not. It is not a substitute for learning. Rather more competent and respecting teachers. I dislike those who think we are lazy at school. They never try to understand. We learn twice as much as they did. And it's always increasing. You can't demand respect, you have to earn it. This is the same in every situation. Also with lovers and children. Believe me. I know it too well.

... This was interesting to remind you on. Those who think this post was stupid because I just figured them out as obstinate idiots.